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| people never cease to amaze me. so today i went shopping as soon as i woke to buy shoes. i bought too many, but thats not the point here. so upon pulling into my parking spot i see this huge ford suv back into an elderly woman's dinky little sedan. so i quickly parked thinking that it was going to be total chaos. i ran into the store hoping to buys shoes and leave asap, but i got distracted. i met this kind philipino woman who seemed to know her way around the shoe department. it was awesome!! she was got me the best service i've ever received from a shoe department. k so to get to the point shoes were purchased sucessfully and i dashed out of there. it was getting later and there were TONS of people at the mall. as i near the doulbe doors that lead to freedom i see a little blonde boy calling out for his mom. i pass by him thinking "oh he'll find her, shes probably around the corner somewhere" so i keep walking as countless people pass him this one man even passed by exclaiming "oh man that boy is lost." i stoped. this boy really was lost!!! everyone knew and NO ONE helped him. i didnt even stop the first time, but these couples didnt even take a second look. so i had no choice, my inner voice wouldnt let me leave. dead in my tracks between the purses and the jewlery i turn around and talk to him.
me: are you lost?
boy: yes, i was drinking water and then.....
me: do you know your mom's phone number i can call her?
boy: no :(
OMG! please please parents teach your kids you cell phone number, this would help so much when they need to find you!!!
long story short i returned the kid to his mother, she said thanks, but i hope she thinks about this moment a little as she had 2 other kids with her. she should think that some people aren't that nice, no one wanted to lend him a hand and thankfully he didnt run into some weird child molester or something.
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| im so excited to the things coming up this month. i love meeting new people, and through my classes i've been able to meet interesting characters, connect with professors, and just try to make the most out of life.
too tired to write, but i leave you with this:
stop, think, ...and now that you've taken a moment to think about yourself, take the rest to think about others
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| maybe its the wedding air that surrounds me and the idea of everyone getting engaged or married, but i've truly softened. dont worry, my time hasnt come yet but the thought of it is a little less repulsive. i used to hate the idea of a wedding even thoughts of one day having my own sickened me but now that i see all these couples, the way the treat each other and they way they just have that chemistry, it makes my heart melt. happy for each and every one of them! if life with someone else is any fraction of what these couples have then i shall be looking forward to an "aww" moment of my own someday, but not anytime soon! hahaha
...collide
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| back to xanga, i havent written a real piece in a while
on another note:
i never thought that i could become like this. i never thought i could ever find it in my heart to tell someone that i will never forgive them. even the actions from the cruelest people i have encountered thus far in my life have been brushed off. i have found peace in a sense that i could forgive them and forget about the crimes they have committed against me so that hatred would be fed and no bitterness lingers. althought their actions were not justified and had caused me tremendous harm and distress, i found it in my heart to let bygones be bygones. now, i have come to an interesting crossroad in my life and for the first time i can say that somewhere deep down in my heart there is a black hole that can never grant forgiveness. no matter how hard i try, how much i want to, and how often i reason with myself my heart just refuses to grant this person safe passage. everytime i come in contact with said person, i just cant forget how much they've harmed me. maybe it is because i have once foolishly forgiven. this person was forgiven and our encounters had returned to the ever so faithful status quo, things were good. i was on my way to forgetting the mistakes of the past, until a series of unmentionable and unfortunate events. then as quickly as reentry in my life was granted, it was taken away even faster. betrayed once more and then some. how do i learn how forgive this person? and is it even possible? surely i dont believe time is a factor because as time passes, images of you.... plummets deeper into the dark.
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